Friday, April 17, 2009

Right Now Feeling

As i sit and think about all those people whom i had once and whom i love so much i start to get a thought whether they are all also thinking about me or is it just me who is unable to let them go off from my mind. Did the girl whom i loved so much really forgot about me as she said and is she able to go with her things as normal as she used to do? If she really did forget all those things why cant i let her go?

And all those people who i know very well and those with whom i was very close able to forget everything that happened and then go with their lives? If so then why cant i again?

What is it about that made me such an emotional person?
Why cant i just let them go off from my mind?

Damn this feeling for this is the worst that anyone can go through. This is like you have everyone around you but still feel lonely and alone. All those people who are my friends are really good and just not able to care about me. They are busy in their own lives while i just bide my time for them to come back so that i can have the same happiness all over again.

What is it about me that makes me so difficult to comprehend or is it that people understand me and still dont want to talk just because their ego's are stopping me?

How will i be able to forget them and move on?
How can i accept new persons into my life again after what all these people had shown me?
Damn why am i getting so many questions?

As i said in my earlier post the thoughts are getting mixed and i cant write even. I can only feel.
Damn!!!!

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