i would like to tell you one thing...in life never let someone get on top of you or you know what i mean...command you....that doesnt mean that you should command everyone....
if ever you give someone a slightest chance that would be it..for because once that happens and people start to show u their sympathy u have to be u know kind of slave for them for whatever they did to u.......
the position i'm in right now is like that....i'm an college drop out i should say.....the reasons are again related to what i told above....
there were a few mistakes from my side and then the people around me made it even worse....now people call either to sympathise with me or either ridicule me.....they want to show off.....this is one thing most like to do.....
i dont like both...i mean sympathies and ridicule......
right now i dont have a voice anywhere....i cant go to the college and then tell the same old good things i once said for i'm nobody to them now...the reason is simple.....i dont have the proof for my talent....
this brings me to one more thing...always try to maintain proofs for everything you do for u know when u need them.....
and then i cant talk in my home.....first thing is that i'm the youngest in my family....and another i didnt do what i was supposed to....so whatever they say i have to listen........they say sleep i sleep .....they say eat i eat....thats it....nothing else......
and now i have to prove to everyone......damn i hate this......but it doesnt matter for in order to win back my freedom and rights i have to do it......there really is a point to prove here.....
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