things that we done to ourselves can never be undone
only with time they can ever be forgotten
hoping for a new beginning will i ever be
hoping these times will i again never see
there is sunshine in the distant morning
and we shouldnt stop but keep going
all we have to do is live the darkest night
struggle our way past with all our might
i know one day we willl all be there again
jumping with joy, dancing in the rain

it kills me

Things change, people change but somehow the memories dont..they tend to forget to change..they always remain the same...when i was in college..as soon as i entered to my last semester i felt that iam gonna carry out some nice memories outta my college..but in a matter of month all was changed forever..there aint those sweet memories that i laugh about, but all i was left with was all those stupid fights, those moments of sheer madness in which more than jus a thing was lost, all the dreams that we hoped to, all those ideas we sit and planned, and the worst thing is that iam not still out of the college..i hate to go the college, but dont know..i have to go somehow..it kills me more..there is a sense of incompleteness that i feel..looking back at the things that happeneed and all those ppl who are so close not able to listen to each other and now being an world apart from each other and then having to know about each other from different sources when once we chatted like anything over the phones and whenever we meet..acting like as if things are fine between us when someone else asks us..being online but not even telling a simple hi to each other...ahhh..damn..it feels so sick to get that idea that we all are no more together....and a few things that have happened in the recent past which were a obvious consequence of our stupid acts makes me feel even more sick.........iam still sitting in the home..doing nothing..i wished to have a break after engg but definitely not this kinda break where i am licking my own wounds.....

As of now i just hope that all those friends of me are doing good..infact 3 of them have joined in job..so thats good.one girl is like me in home and the other is still studying as she should..all the best guys wherever u are..i jus hope u get the best in life and get what u want.....i dont know what else to tell..after having seen so much of all this....i am almost telling these words that i thought i wud never say..."Iam sorry i cant trust u ppl anymore".....and to the girl that i liked...."u are right ..u are not so understanding..i hope that u have heard what u want to in case u are reading this..."....hope all of u feel so happy now...but it kills me every single day......