Have you ever asked yourself a conscious question of how worse your life can get? and i'm pretty sure that you can never get an exact answer for that. one can never imagine that. you will always fall short of the reality. i did the same mistake, but there was a chance that it could have been avoided had i read a few signs of mistrust. but then the problem is that i'm an optimist and can never think of things getting worse, i was always hopeful that things will get better. they never did. they got worse and worse and worse.
ever thought of a feeling when the persons you trust the most not trusting and you are for yourself alone sitting in a dark room and then wondering what to do with the tears of sorrow flowing down your cheeks ?? what answer can you give yourself?? what it feels like to lose lot of people because you have no other option than to just walk away for you dont want to hurt the people you like the most?? ever got a feeling when you dont know whom to trust and whom not to??
this is how bad my life is now and i never could imagine this nor did i see it coming. everything happened so fast i should say in two moments of emotional and mental unstability and then a few lives were changed forever atleast one was changed for sure.
this may not be the most worst thing that could happen but then this my answer to the question i posed myself.
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